Juliana Ward
Friday
I am shiny
in too much denim
in the meadow behind the art school thinking of you
you left
you walk across the sky
and I am too sentimental now
for the underworld
for the timelords
in the river beneath the river
I am drawing a mountain
it is reminding me
of you
this mouth pulls stars out of the sky is something you said
you with the satellite eyes
the see-through bones and clear blue lighter larkspur
a word I heard today
which can be traced back
to the Greek word delphinium
which is derived from dolphin
the dolphin and the larkspur share a nectary which feels total
because I’ve been thinking about Orpheus
pulling his dead girlfriend out of the underworld
the only thing he had to do was not look back
Easter
I
Pink & Purple
nylon windbreaker
wet & dreary
Monet eyes
lily violet crocus
all circling aquatically
freshly born
around the
ancient oak
II
I want to slide into you
the bird calls were endless and supreme
my father’s abandoned sailboat in the yard
eventually all collections break and get replaced
by the dominating
illumination of the sun
III
In abundance
of The Great Heart
I am slow to destroy
but quick to mourn
I tell you this
when it feels golden
IV
I shed my death goddess hair I will now settle for:
the mockingbird
the daguerreotype
the useless piping
of religious holidays
V
He was the peasant king
He was thirsty for blood
He took me by the hand shredding the dusk
When I fell back to earth I went out to the shed
opened a polyester lawn chair and died.
Juliana Ward is a poet living in Northampton MA. Her chapbook Venus in November is available from b l u s h.