Scout Faller
Clay Pigeon
When it’s raining it rains
on the telescope too.
My sister’s eye is spiraled.
Mine shakes loose—a tire twisted
from the body of a car.
It is a siren bucketing light.
Standing in the diamond district
like a troubling wet stone.
A boy with a bird
in hand. I want what’s easily alive.
Here is all the water I refuse to drink.
Each bird pulls a pin from the sky.
I call it dog
Where do I hold it
I don’t know the subject
Something muted loosening
The body becoming hammer hammers itself
It could be said to mark duration
It could be said to radiate
Around my employer’s house
Braided whip in a drawer
With some mints
It looked like an event
Or wordless structure
Language being a body
Sound extends through in a current
Pressing my stomach against the comforter
I feel obvious coterminous with the edge of the drawer
Light slashes the bed slashes the book
A fascination
With whomever has wronged me
Could indicate good health
In the midmorning cold
I take myself for a walk around
In my two good shins kicking them out
Total motion
Safe House
There’s a flatness to extremity
how a door produces its vigilance
An originary fear gathered after
An originary harm you cannot remember.
Sally sat hardening on the rock. Softly like a sleeve
Where it lands in my mind
the harm I wish to cause in essence is social
and I enter the stream to access totality picture Mesopotamia
under softly unscrewing lights, under flowered sky
I move dimpled and creased
carry my senses like a bowl no, a bathtub
like something ordinary could hold within its auspices within its excess
when the body has no object it unseams into shreds
which can be recorded becoming property of the eliciting party
this is a life-affirming practice for the state
gathering its interests medicine and the declarative renewal of vowels
I am guilty and bit into a dull prosthetic impulse
Before time conferred this feeling,
I wore an anklet filling the archway
my senses measured joy You had yet to invent me
Scout Faller is a Pushcart-nominated poet and recipient of the Leijia Hanrahan Scholarship for Communist Women Who Smoke. Their work is published or forthcoming in Discount Guillotine, Dialogist, and Blush Lit, among others. They co-edit Hearsay, a forthcoming literary journal.